I have this fear that someday you will realize I am not as great as you think I am. When I first met you, I never would have imagined that I would have such strong feelings for you. I never thought I would have dreams about you or miss being by your side or get butterflies in my stomach when someone mentions your name. When I first met you, I never would have thought I would love you. Yet, I do not even know if you could consider this a case of "love". I love all the time I spend with you and our simple conversations. I love that you were there for me when everyone else ran away. I love that you have been the only constant thing in my life for almost a year now. I love that everyday I do not think I can go on, you always have that "silly feeling" to call. I am not sure if this all adds up to "I love you", but it is the closest I have ever been to that. I do not know what has changed in you since the first day we met, but obviously it was enough for me to give you a chance. Stepping off a ledge, I am so glad I took the jump. Thank you for being in my life.
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